Saturday, April 4, 2009

Winner Takes All....

This one's for you, Darling. This one is dedicated to you. I'm not pretty sure whether you will be checking this out or not, but I'm dead sure, one day you will definitely come across it and that day will be the day you'll realize the meanings of my untold words.

Although I have always covered the disappointments with a smile, but it was really disappointing when you pretended as an arrogant lady at the very start. But never mind, by now you have already known that pain and hardships go hand in hand with me. I have seen many hard days and the things that I'm planning for future might make me face the hardest day. After all, I like taking the hardest way, called Man's Highway, since it has got the most negligible traffic. You know why I'm taking this hardest way....?....So as to grant you a happy, prosperous, financially stable, sound and a better future. Please don't deny it this time. You are the only one who really deserves it.

The next thing that creeps in your mind is...Why You...? Why not someone else...? You know why...? You understand me better than I understand myself. You understand me better than anyone in this world. I must appreciate your response to stimuli. If it had been some other girl in your place, then she would have slapped me for that inhuman act of dropping the glass of vodka. I am ever sorry for creating that intolerable nuisance. You were really calm in that phase. Black Friday Rule was never a joke.

You know, ever since I came across you, I rediscovered my powers of "Forgiveness". It is you who has gifted me such a wonderful thing. Once again, I am in a position to forgive a mistake. I never wanted to be cruel. Time and tide made me one. Today, time bounces back and aims in making me kind. Only because of you. I have stopped talking to the walls. The rooms are not getting smaller anymore. The world had gone pretty wrong for me. The day you made a mark in my life was the day I felt the Hand of Justice turning right from wrong. It was a real hard life when my people threw me out on the streets in the middle of the night. It was bad to see few of my so-called best friends betraying me. It was difficult traveling on Highway To Hell...It made me so strong that no one can even have an approximate idea. People took my wealth, they took my pride, they took away my dignity. They can never take my will, my courage, my confidence, my dexterity and my intelligence. That's where I stand taller.

You see, you have given a new dimension to my life. You have taught me a new way to lead life. I know, you will never Break Me, Shake Me or even Back Down. That was the impression of trust you left on me at first impact. Babe, hold me tight, make me stronger, mend my heart, coz I don't want you for a fortnight...I need you forever. You were that Power I was in search of. You are that person who only deserves to win my heart.You bear that Soul that I had seen before the first ray of light. You are that Power I eternally respect. In return, all I can gift you is my undying love, happiness, prosperity, wealth, strength and a never ending shine on your crown, Princess. It is never me, it is you who is the winner. I am just an essential catalyst in the process of your victory. My heart is like an Open Highway. You can always ride here at full speed. You ain't worry about accidents and injuries. My heart will protect you like the Achilles' Shield. If at all, you see me going down, you'll never see me giving up, quitting or surrendering. They will never take me Alive. I will go down Fighting....

Monday, March 16, 2009

My Life-Style Determines My Death-Style

Fate doesn't call The Specialist to put an end. It is The Specialist who calls fate to start a new beginning. Though it is pretty difficult to state that we never fear Death...Well did you ever try that.....? I bet you try that when Fate stands before you, say an inch away. Try talking to the hands of Death. You might find it Magnetic, which might pull you to the core when you Ride the Lightening. And after trying that, start blogging. Sweet, Simple....Easy to Remember...!!

Some find it just another meeting in life...perhaps....whereas some of them are quite worried about me sharing eye contacts, with the darker side of life. Few of them keep blaming it on Karma. They also describe that by committing sins, we are molding another layer of Karma around us. I don't know to how much extent it is true but if at all, it is true, then they have to say that people suffer from asthma and bronchitis and various other complications because they had eliminated someone in their past life by chocking their throats. As far as I can describe my point of view, I smoke and so I have to face the consequences. It is not Karma. It is My Life-Style that Determines My Death-Style.

It was great fun, you know, when it took only 3 seconds to switch between 90 km/hr and zero to avoid a road mishap. I am not talking tall and drinking wine. I had the guts to do that because I am in control of my own life. You know what will be the exact phrase to describe that 3 second jinx...? Well, I describe it as "Meeting Death....and Cheating it as well." Associating me along with rumors will only encourage me to do better. Well, if you believe in those rumors so much, then try to believe me sometime, at least once. It is well said, " The person who believes you, will never ask for verification and the person who doesn't, will never believe in you despite of presenting a hardcore evidence." I am glad, as well as honored as well as I am proud of that person whom I am wooing throughout my life. It's just been a short time, we came across each other but she definitely understands me much better than all of you and yeah, she believes me. Well, my dear people, if wooing someone is also supposed to be a crime in your dictionary, then kindly sue me. I have A way out from everything. My people, you all know that I have a habit of Cheating Death and Stealing Life. You might ask me, "For How Long...?" Well, I had expected this question long time ago. I have an answer for your question. It is, "From Here To Eternity....."