Fed-up of the morning blues which eventually bloomed-up a day once upon a time, now nap seems to be a better story rather than forcefully waking up myself at 7 o' clock in the morning and riding to the college with a lightening speed of 110 km/hr, without remembering that we all had sixteen pints of beer followed by seven pegs of rum, the night before. After having only two pretty small pegs of rum, some of them were wondering whether they were talking or the rum was talking. No one cared for driving too fast and furious, so wild and deadly, since it was the last day of the torments. Friday remains the turning point of everyone. The Good, The Bad and The Ugly has to take place on a deadly Friday.
If I have not mistaken then, 12th of March,1993, is termed as Black Friday in India when Mumbai faced 13 serial bomb-blasts. Jesus was crucified on a Friday which has got nothing Good. Most of the Bollywood entertainment movies are released on Friday. Templars were burnt alive on their cathars on Friday, the 13th. If at all, you try to recollect and remember from a glimpse of the past, it was 23rd of February, 2007, when we got committed to each other. I yet curse your so-called best friend who forced you to jump into this shit when she was one amongst those mean bitches. Though it is now assured to be full of fakeness, of how tricky you were, how you faked yourself with your house-hold problems, which are no doubts because of your consequences of lying. If at all, you ever tried being a good-listener, then today, this was not the end of our precious bond. I hope I have done every possible gesture to open your pretty eyes, which will eventually get closed to start the eternal ride. If at all, you remember, it was again a Friday, when we split apart our ways. It was a deadly Friday when you made my Mother cry and I had mailed your marksheet so as to stop you from going out with a stranger to an unknown place to create another tragedy in your house and might be in your life also. Well, I believe that because of my innovative idea, you were taken to a near-by hangout and you weren't raped. If at all you were, then it was good for the news reporter who was following you to grab some photographs and hit it on Saturday's newspaper and thereby fetching some medals for his dare-devil activity. In fact, you should be thankful to me, since my bad deed stopped the worst part that was supposed to happen in your miserable life. Ever since the first Friday, I was feeling pity on you. Even after the Friday which set us apart, I felt very pity on you. The only big difference to be pointed out in both these cases were that in the first case, the pity turned into care whereas in the second case, the pity was on your helpless condition. If at all, you want to blame it, then do blame it on your company, on whose finger-tips, you kept dancing like a dog. I am not under-estimating your so-called best friends who were pushing you into a well of death but it seemed that they carried your only piece of bone which you liked licking rather than feasting on someone's bloody monstrous and gigantic dick. Unfortunately, the bone was thrown away to other dogs and there you lost your last share. By now, you might be thinking that this piece of shit is not coming to an end. But you should know that I was a good guy turning into a bad guy to become a star player in your twinkling eyes. And ever after you marooned me on this planet, I am a bad guy gone worse. You assume that the way I have become will end me no-where. But, it will be my heart-felt pleasure to make you realize that fate doesn't call me to put an end. It is Me who calls fate to start a new beginning. I am Me and Me is never Irine. It is not my fate. It is my life-style that determines my death-style. I know, by now you are totally pissed off since I have described you completely. I haven't left any door open for you. If you are thinking that now it has come to an end, then you have mistaken once again because this is never coming to an end until and unless you change your life-style and become a good girl rather than bitching around with your worst company. If you are feeling pretty heavy with emotions, and praying to God to grant you a dead end, then let me remind you, the road-accident in which we met together while going to the university, which left the first scratch on my new motorbike also occurred, surprisingly, on Friday. It was Me who had plotted the entire scenario so that we both meet the same fate, at the same time, at the same place and are taken away together.
Ever since that day, I have started celebrating every Friday with loads of beer since whatever happens, happens for the Good, happens for the Bad and definitely happens for the Ugly. I know you will be reading this blog every time you access the internet and repent that you have lost everything in this battle, including me. You might be wondering how carefully I have studied you, each and every day as a story book. You might be weeping as I have opened you finally. I have successfully removed your mask. You know, there is definitely someone who has helped me a lot to improve. I respect her much more than the Gods. You know, I still feel pity on you as well as your character. Even today also, I am going to have loads of beer to celebrate my winning streak...." I want to believe in myself once again, so I dream of a man whose hopes never end, to kiss with a girl who's as lovely as you, I'd give you my heart, if you gave me the truth, and for every tear that is lost from an eye, I'd dig me a well where no man could destroy, I want to believe in a freedom that's bold, but all I remember is the freedom of old............As thousands they grieve, as the Black Friday Rule "....!!!!